I casually stroll into his room, reassuring him as I guide him into his wheel chair. “We’re going for a walk okay Henry?” As usual, he doesn't reply. I wheel him outside, waving to the passing nurses and patients. We walk into the garden. This is where the hard part starts.
“Henry, can you stand up please?” As I help him, he slowly stands. I ask him to climb the vines growing up the relatively low wall. Henry starts up the wall, gets about three feet up and falls back, right on top of me. “Oof! Get off me and try again!”
I’m
starting to loose my cool again. That’s why I have to leave this place
too. I don’t have the patience or mindset for this kind of work. The
only reason I’m here is because I keep making mistakes. Ever since I was
in middle school I’ve been making stupid mistakes like graffiting the
school or beating up someone who really deserved it. Even when I tried
my hardest to be good I always goofed up and ended up with more
community service here. They actually pay me now because I’m here all
the time, not to mention I connect to the patients in a way that not
many of the other nurses can. I too feel trapped in myself, and this
institution no one really likes. The only good part of my day is talking
to Henry. He always listens, and never judges. He’ll do what I ask him
to and no more. I do the same when someone asks me to do something.
But
now I just need to get him over this wall! After we get out of here we
can do whatever we want, move to Cuba, visit the Great Wall of China, or
play our luck at Vegas, if it wasn't for this wall, we would already be
flying!”Up, up! Try one more time!” Finally, he makes it over the wall.
Yesss! I thought, Home free! However, I wasn't out of the woods yet. I still had to get him into my smart car and get the heck out of this place.
I want to read more! :D Awesome so far :D
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